Way of the Cross: Meditations
from a corrections facility
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| Thirteenth station : Jesus is taken down from the Cross |
The Via Crucis, or Way of the Cross, meditations for Good
Friday this year have been prepared by prisoners, volunteers, family members
and others, associated with a corrections facility in Northern Italy.
By Francesca Merlo
Each meditation represents a life and a story. Each one is
associated with the fourteen stations of this year’s Via Crucis, or Way of the
Cross. The meditations have been written by people whose lives are in some way
connected to the “Due Palazzi” correctional facility in Padua, Northern Italy.
They were collected by the prison chaplain, Fr. Marco Pozza, and journalist,
Tatiana Mario.
Lockdown to prevent the spread of coronavirus in Italy began
on 8 March. Prison riots around the country followed when prisoners were told
they could no longer receive visitors. Two days after the riots, Pope Francis
offered Mass for prisoners: “I would like to pray for those who are in prison”,
he said. “They are suffering, and we must be near to them in prayer, asking
that the Lord might help them and console them in this difficult moment”.
First Station: Jesus is condemned to death
The author of the first meditation is serving a life
sentence. “My crucifixion began as a child”, he says, explaining that his
stutter made him an outcast. He says he feels more like Barabbas than Jesus.
Sometimes he weeps. “After 29 years in prison I have not yet lost the ability
to cry, to feel ashamed of my past, and the evil I have done”. In the
“non-life” he lived previously, he “always sought something that was life”, he
says. Today, strange as it may seem, “prison has become my salvation”, he adds.
If, for some, I am still Barabbas, that does not make me
angry: I know in my heart that the Innocent One, condemned like me, came to
find me in prison to teach me about life.
Second Station: Jesus takes up his Cross
The parents of a girl who was brutally murdered recount how
theirs “was a life of sacrifices based on work and family”. They used to ask
themselves: “Why has this evil overwhelmed us?”. They could find no peace.
"At the moment when despair seems to take over, the Lord comes to meet us
in different ways”, they say. “He gives us the grace to love each other like
newlyweds, supporting each other, even with difficulty". Today, they
continue to open their doors to all those in need.
The commandment to perform acts of charity to us is a
kind of salvation: we do not want to surrender to evil. God’s love is truly
capable of renewing life because, before us, his Son Jesus underwent human
suffering so as to experience true compassion.
Third Station: Jesus falls for the first time
“It was the first time I fell. But for me that fall was
death”. The third meditation is written by a prisoner. He did not know about
the evil growing inside him, he says. After a difficult life, one evening “like
an avalanche…. anger killed my kindness… I took someone’s life”. After
considering committing suicide in prison, he found people who gave him back the
faith he had lost, he says.
My first fall was failing to realize that goodness exists
in this world. My second, the murder, was really its consequence, for I was
already dead inside.
Fourth Station: Jesus meets his Mother
The author of the fourth meditation is a mother whose son is
in prison. She says she was not tempted “even for a second” to abandon her son
in the face of his sentence. That day, she says, “the whole family went to
prison with him”. She describes people “pointing fingers” like knives, and
wounds that “grow with every passing day”. She has entrusted her only son to
Mary and says she feels her closeness. “I confide my fears to Mary alone,
because she herself felt them on her way to Calvary”.
In her heart she knew that her Son would not escape human
evil, yet she did not abandon Him. She stood there sharing in His suffering,
keeping Him company by her presence. I think of Jesus looking up, seeing those
eyes so full of love, and not feeling alone. I would like to do the same.
Fifth Station: Simon of Cyrene helps Jesus carry the
Cross
The author of the fifth meditation is a prisoner. He says he
hopes to bring joy to someone someday. “Everyone knows a Simon of Cyrene”, he
explains. It is the nickname of those who help others carry their cross up
their own Mount Calvary. He describes his cellmate as another Simon of Cyrene:
someone who lived on a bench, without a home or possessions.
His only wealth was a box of candies. He has a sweet
tooth, but he insisted that I bring it to my wife the first time she visited
me: she burst into tears at that unexpected and thoughtful gesture.
Sixth Station: Veronica wipes the face of Jesus
The catechist and author of the sixth meditation wipes away
many tears, just like Veronica. “They flood uncontrollably from hearts that are
broken”, he says. In the dark reality of prison, he describes meeting desperate
souls, trying to understand why evil exists. Finding an answer is hard,
he says. He asks how Jesus would wipe away their tears if He were in that
position. How would Jesus ease the anguish of these men, he asks. So, he tries
to do what he believes Jesus would do.
In the same way that Christ looks at our own weaknesses
and limitations with eyes full of love. Everyone, including those in prison,
has an opportunity each day to become a new person, thanks to Christ’s look
which does not judge, but gives life and hope.
Seventh Station: Jesus falls for the second time
The prisoner responsible for the seventh meditation says he
often walked past prisons, thinking to himself he would never “end up in
there”. Then he was convicted of drug dealing, and found himself in what he
calls the “cemetery of the living dead”. Now, he says, he did not know what he
was doing.
I am trying to rebuild my life with the help of God. I
owe it to my parents... I owe it above all to myself: the idea that evil can
continue to guide my life is intolerable. This is what has become my way of the
cross.
Eighth Station: Jesus meets the women of Jerusalem
The author of the eighth meditation describes how her whole
life was shattered when her father was sentenced to life in prison. She has
been travelling around Italy for twenty-eight years, following her father as he
is moved from prison to prison. Deprived of her father’s love, and his presence
on her wedding day, she has had to cope with her mother’s depression as well.
It’s true: there are parents who, out of love, learn to
wait for their children to grow up. In my own case, for love, I wait for my
Dad’s return. For people like us, hope is a duty.
Ninth Station: Jesus falls for the third time
The author of the ninth meditation recognizes the many times
he has fallen. And the many times he has risen. Like Peter, he has sought and
found a thousand excuses to justify his mistakes, he says.
It is true that my life was shattered into a thousand
pieces, but the wonderful thing is that those pieces can still be put together.
It is not easy, but it is the only thing that still makes sense here.
Tenth Station: Jesus is stripped of his garments
The author of the tenth meditation is a teacher. Just as
Jesus was stripped of His garments, so he has seen many of his students
“stripped of all dignity… and respect for themselves and others” in prison.
They are helpless, frustrated by their weakness, often unable to understand the
wrong they have done. Yet, at times they are like newborn babies who can still
be taught, he says.
Even though I love this job, I sometimes struggle to find
the strength to carry on. In so sensitive a service, we need to feel that we
are not abandoned, in order to be able to support the many lives entrusted to
us, lives that each day run the risk of ruin.
Eleventh Station: Jesus is nailed to the Cross
The author of the eleventh meditation is a priest who was
falsely accused, and later acquitted. His own “Way of the Cross” lasted ten
years, he says, during which he had to face suspicion, accusations and insults.
Fortunately, he also encountered his own versions of Simon of Cyrene who helped
him carry the weight of his cross. “Together with me, many of them prayed for
the young man who accused me”, he says.
The day on which I was fully acquitted, I found myself
happier than I had been ten years before: I experienced first-hand God working
in my life. Hanging on the cross, I discovered the meaning of my priesthood.
Twelfth Station: Jesus dies on the Cross
The author of the twelfth meditation is a judge. No
magistrate, he says, can “crucify a man… to the sentence he is serving”. True
justice is only possible through mercy, he adds. Mercy helps you find the
goodness that is never completely extinguished, despite all the wrongs
committed. To do this, one must learn how to “recognize the person hidden
behind the crime committed”, he says.
In this process, it sometimes becomes possible to glimpse
a horizon that can instill hope in that person and once his sentence has been
served, to return to society and hope that people will welcome him back after
having rejected him. For all of us, even those convicted of a crime, are
children of the same human family.
Thirteenth Station: Jesus is taken down from the Cross
“Prisoners have always been my teachers”, writes the
religious Brother, author of the thirteenth meditation. He has volunteered in
prisons for sixty years. “We Christians often delude ourselves that we are
better than others”, he says. In His life, Christ willingly chose to stand on
the side of the least. “Passing by one cell after another, I see the death that
lives within”, he says. But Christ tells him to keep going, to take them in His
arms again. So he stops, and listens.
This is the only way I know to accept that person, and
avert my gaze from the mistake he made. Only in this way will he be able to
trust and regain the strength to surrender to God’s goodness, and see himself
differently.
Fourteenth Station: Jesus is laid in the tomb
A corrections officer has written the concluding meditation
for this year’s Way of the Cross. Every day he witnesses first-hand the
suffering of those who live in prison. “A good person can become cruel, and a
bad person can become better”, he says. It depends on that person. But prison
changes you, he adds. Personally, he is committed to giving another chance to
those who have chosen what is wrong.
I work hard to keep hope alive in people left to
themselves, frightened at the thought of one day leaving and possibly being
rejected yet again by society. In prison, I remind them that, with God, no sin
will ever have the last word.
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